| 2004 Cave Canem Poetry Prize Winner: Amber Flora Thomas for Eye of Water Judge: Harryette Mullen Publisher: University of Pittsburgh Press Chore By Amber Flora Thomas
“The serpent beguiled me
and I did eat”
-Genesis 3:13
Blue jays balance on the chicken wire fence
while she falls from sleep into the substantial landscape.
The compost heap’s reliquary of household
meats ferments under lawn clippings. The dog chained to a redwood in the yard learns all morning to untangle itself.
Beauty comes by accident over each scene and ends: unbroken silver as ice poses release on the clothesline, the subtle disappearance
of black beetles into heads of lettuce, the radish whose bright surface breaks a pale interior. Like cold water hitting her wrist, suddenly every pore
knows itself and flinches. Life that makes restless even the rug she shakes, tail whipping dust and animal hair like clover into the day.
She expects the bone vexing want. Its redundancy. Its tide of touch. A guttural nonsense. When he asks what she’s thinking: an arrow, a lip, the low brow
where porch eaves hang loose, the irises blooming despite her. Say work. Say danger. Dare she open her mouth if not to take his tongue,
his breath as he sinks back into sleep. Every morning she senses the impossible balance: haphazard in its well-defined plot to leave her numb.
The refrigerator chokes in the shadows of the kitchen. The ladder rusting on the porch will one day be left at the dump. So many chores
she didn’t expect. Always, some creature needs its back stroked. Heads bow to eat as she pours food into bucket and trough. All those mouths
opening around her. Iridescent bubbles bursting their sour smell. The bleat of pink tongues, snapping along the edge of her hand.
From a blessed sleep, those curses crowd to be named, to drag from her the suspicion that this was always the plan: wet and muddy work.
An admission that won’t leave her without waking him & the whole damn world.
She snaps the long neck of the garden hose and waters her tomatoes.
Chore Copyright ©2001 by Amber Flora Thomas. Originally published in Clackmas Literary Review (Fall 2001); reprinted from Eye of Water by Amber Flora Thomas, with permission of the author. Copyright © 1997-2006 by Cave Canem Foundation, Inc.
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